The Inner Life

I HAVE made a wonderful discovery.

When I sat down to meditate an hour ago, I was feeling so badly about seeming my mortal self so dark and ugly, after these years of trying to make it white. I just could not meditate I was downhearted. Then a voice right from the center of my breast said, Why, I am pleased with you just as you are; And I love you.”

It was the Princess! — And She never has slept.

And Her Voice, and the Voice of the twelve year old Christ Boy, and the Voice that told me that “THE WAY TO THE KINGDOM” was from Jesus, and the Voice that has murmured in my own body so long, are all the same Voice. They are one. Positively One.

Oh, if I keep going on this Path I will stumble on to some truths.

I knew in my dream that the Princess would awake very soon but I never dreamed that it would be in five days.

In the dream I knew that when She awakened She would teach me every little thing about the Edifice and how to use all the objects in it. For in that incomparable Head with Its long, pale, yellow hair, is stored all knowledge. For She lived before Abraham, and in my dream I thought of him as the first Christian on earth. He taught infant humanity. When I can find time I am going to read the Old Testament about Him.

Isn’t it wonderful—the glorious discoveries along this Path! It is worth far more than the trouble. They are so precious, they should be more difficult to find.

Every Old Soul—Those faithful Ones—will know that they are Daughters of the King. “Abraham was the Son of His Father.” (Those words just came, I will have to figure them out.)

When I first studied the above words about Abraham, I decided that they did not mean anything. Then I got the Bible and now I know that this dream and its real meaning is truly colossal.

I wish you would please write in the Magazine the interpretation of “Abraham’s wife was a Princess.”

The Edifice was before Abraham. And each Old Soul who is now preparing to be a Priest in His Order was chosen before Abraham was. So how can they be of Abraham’s line?

After the Princess gave me Her Name, I knew that I would never die and in this flesh I will see God.