The Inner Life
THE HERALD OF THE NEW AGE | SEPTEMBER 1935
self for the first time, something else arises from the depths of his being and takes possession of him. That something is behind the mind; it is infinite, divine, eternal. Some people call it the Kingdom of Heaven, others call it the Soul, still others name it Nirvana, and we Hindus call it Liberation. You may give it what name you wish. When this happens a man has not really lost himself; rather, he has found himself.”
“Unless and until a man embarks upon this quest of the true self, doubt and uncertainty will follow his footsteps throughout life. The greatest kings and statesmen try to rule others, when in their heart of hearts they know that they cannot rule themselves. Yet the greatest power is at the command of the man who has penetrated to his inmost depth. There are men of giant intellects who spend their lives gathering knowledge about many things. Ask these men if they have solved the mystery of man, if they have conquered themselves, and they will hang their heads in shame. What is the use of knowing about everything else when you do not yet know who you are? Men avoid this enquiry into the true self, but what else is there so worthy to be undertaken?”
“That is such a difficult, a superhuman task,” I comment.
The sage gives an almost imperceptible shrug of his shoulders. “The question of its possibility is a matter of one’s own experience. The difficulty is less real than you think.”
“For us, who are active, practical Westerners, such introspections?” I begin doubtfully, and leave the sentence in midair.
The realization of truth is the same for the Indians and Europeans. Admittedly the way to it may be harder for those who are engrossed in worldly affairs, but even then one can and must conquer something. The current induced during meditation can be kept up by habit, by practicing to do so. Then one can perform his work and activities in that very current itself; there will be no break. Thus, too, there will be no difference between meditation and external activities. If you meditate on this question, Who am I?—if you begin to perceive that neither the body nor the brain nor the desires are really you, then the very attitude of enquiry will eventually draw the answer to you out of the depths of your own being; it will come to you of its own accord as a deep realization.”
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