The Inner Life
THE HERALD OF THE NEW AGE | NOVEMBER 1935
love so much; that she didn’t want me to grieve but wanted me to be happy like she was; that she wasn’t away for good, but would come to me and talk to me any time that God would let her; that I shouldn’t cry any more, for she would kiss away all tears and hurts, just as I did for her when she was with me.
And as time went on, my grief lessened and I grew to look forward to the little talks she would have with me. One day I told a friend about it, and she seemed very glad that I understood, for she believed in spirit return, although she had never mentioned it to me. She explained about it as best she could in order to get me to understand.
As time went on I started to write down the things my dear one said to me, and now I have many books filled with them, not only from her, but from others as well. True as time went on I became very interested in all that was told me, and because they came from the other side of life and talked and talked to me, and I never knew anything about spirit return, I naturally came to believe that it was the natural thing.
I could not see where it was wrong, even though some very good Christian people told me it was wrong. At first I went to different circles, as they call them here, and then I joined a class for a few months; but as time went on and I got such wonderful writings become a very good medium; but as yet I have had no desire to become one. I go into the Silence every day. One day the teacher of our class explained to us that in order to do God’s work we had to give up home, our children, our husbands and friends, in fact, everything which we held most dear in life.
Well, that left me very troubled, for I know her home life at that time was anything but pleasant, for she made life miserable for all those around her that would not accept her belief. As I did not want my home life to be like that, I dropped out, for I couldn’t understand why, if God is Love, He would ask us to give up all we loved in order to follow Him.
So one day while in the Silence I laid this burden also at His feet, and would you believe it I heard Him answer:
“My dear child, I your God, do not separate loved ones; I join them together. And what I join together no one has the
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